This is my first blog post! This space is just for me- a place to write things down, keep track of my thoughts, and hopefully look back on all of this later. Ideally… Realistically, we’ll see if I can even keep up with this. This new year is starting off very mixed, honestly. I’ve had…

I recently realized something after a couple conversations with Shakir- or, more accurately, something I already “knew” finally hit me. Comparison really is the thief of joy, and if you’re not careful, it’ll rob you at gunpoint and then hold you hostage. Shakir is someone I compare myself to a lot. Full ride at NYU,…

This one’s probably going to be short. I’ve had a pretty uneventful week- no, actually, I just don’t remember any of it. My drinking has gotten really bad again. I managed to finish a liter bottle of arak in three days. Twice. Do you know how humiliating it is to text your alcohol delivery guy…

Oh my. Where do I even begin. This week has been all over the place. Work has been getting really irritating lately. Before, it was customer service and my coworkers irritating me, but at least it was kind of fun. Now it’s customer service and my coworkers irritating me and it’s boring. A couple days…

It’s been so long since my last post I feel like I need to reintroduce myself. February started off ROUGH. And by rough, I mean absolutely riddled with fear, anxiety, regret, and every other negative emotion that comes with being alive. For a good few days, I was actually wishing that my attempt at 17…